Mom Scared Me

So mom scared me to death yesterday. She was in the kitchen listening to her mp3 player thing. I wanted her to hold me so she picked me up. I heard that noise coming out of her ears, and I went flying out of her arms. She thought that when she listens to it and holds Lee Lee (he puts his ears to it and listens to), that I would be okay too. But nope, I was scared bad. I was jumpy after that and wouldn't let no one touch me, not even mom. She sat in front of me talking to me trying to earn my trust all over again. She now calls me Little Miss Gracie Stubbornness. She thinks I don't like her, but that will take a while. I love her but it is gonna take a while for me to forgive her. She keeps telling me that she is so sorry that she will not do that again. SO last night and today I let her hug and pet on me but that is as close as she is getting to me. Mom doesn't even know how to give me my medicine because she usually leans me against her with me standing on a table. No telling how long it will take me to let someone hold me again since it took so long the first time.