ever since i woke up this morning, i kept thinking, "it's been a whole week since stuart left this earth". dang, why do we have to do that to ourselves, you know? this past week has really flown by, with the holiday and all. it feels like it was just a day or so ago. i will say that time is helping heal my heart, and i have considered adopting another kitten sometime, but not sure when, or if i for sure will. the main reason is because speedy seems awfully lost without his pal...he has never been an only cat in all of his 14 years. i am just going to enjoy time with him, and think about it. i do know we could offer a wonderful home to a kitten in need, but it's going to have to be that RIGHT one...not one to replace stewie, but one that fits our quirky household. anyhow, i opened the mail today, and there was a card from the indianapolis veterinary specialists, where he had been getting treated. those people really CARE about the animals they take care of. each person who had worked with him had written a little personal note inside the card, telling of how special he was to them. the vet wrote a note inside also saying that i should not feel badly for anything, because i did do everything i could to save him, but that his disease was just too much for him. i tell you, it's little things like this that make me feel really good. not only did my little guy touch our family's life, but he touched many others, as well. i am sure they will not soon forget that sweet little tuxedo boy who was so full of love, but it was time for him to share his love in heaven. i swear i thought i heard him meow today. maybe it was him, i don't know...........
Gunner on Dec 27 at 07:49 PM